:D

Im such a kind soul. 

Imma late for skul but i stil let my sister use the shower cuz she is LATE for skul as well.

Aww. I love myself. 

HAHA. truth is. 

I DNT WANTTT GOO SKUL. SLEEPPP WAS AWESUMMMMMM.. And im blogging at abt 7:20. 

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I think i will need breafast todaye. LIKE KOKO KRUNCH. or Honey STars. 

*yawns* 

i fweel swwepppyyy..

Ive got proplan and scriptwriting todayee... 

AND I WANTT PIZZZAAAAAAA. 

k, nth more to typ, unless i blabber sum shit. 

K.bye.lov.u.all. 

Stupid Me.

I am overwhelmed with emotions and I feel like dying. 

I dnt have e courage to take my life.

But i needed to do sumthing.

I overdosed on vitamins. 

Not like anything is goina happen.. but popping numerous pills into ur mouth helps.

I think I wil sleep peacefully tonight.

I hate dreams. 

GRINZ

IM IN CLASS. :D

OHKAYE.. Munz And Renz I DO NT BLOG PERSONAL STUFF KAYE.

BUT IN A NUTSHELL MIE ZE HAPPI. :D

A lil insane. Cuz i keep smiling to myself and esther thinks im totally retarded. TOTALLY. I CN FEEEELL EVERY OUNCE OF RETARDNESS IN ME. 

SMILING IS MY LATEST HOBBY. 

I CUDNT BELIEVE WHEN MEL LIIK asked me yestt

' HEY shob. u okaye? u luk depressed.'

AND IM LIIK

'HUH? NOO. Im verii HAPPI'.

Nw im starving. Skipping lunch wasnt realli a guddd thing. urghz. 

i vant cookiieeee. 

ok.bye.bye. 

i.need.to.hear.leslie.talk. 

I NOE. Ages since I posted.

Not tat my liife is boring so much so that I have got no thoughts to write down. 

There have been too many and the need to pen them down or type it outt hasn't been necessary. 

But anyway I am right now sitting opposite Azreen at MAkan Place. 

Im in skul even though I have got no classes.

I have got a script to finish up.

And my Picture Montage.

Shanker wud be accompanying me tml 4r my shoot. 

I just ate a Double Choc Chip cookieee. 

I feel a lil nauseous. 

I spammed some WALLS in FB.

seeeeeee There isnt anything much to writeeeeeeeeeeee. LIKE ReALLLY NTH.

SO WHEN THERE , IS I WIL BLOG KAYEEEEE..

:D

I get up every morning to eatt.

Shobana LOves to EAT.

Her wonderful appetite of a DINOSAUR juz made itz way back this wednesdae!

Ive been eating non-stop eva since. Eating is GOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDD.

Forget the gym! LEtz put on sum weightttt bebeyeee!!!

BEING MESSY KEEPS ME ORGANIZED.

I juz realised that as i was rummaging through the may pockets of my bag looking for my adapter followed by my charger then HANDPHONE. 

BUt niwaez,I HAD A SUPER SUPER BAD MORNING. 

I hv nvr realli blogged abt my personal liife, juz realli random stuff..

BUT does anione gets to be called a blood sucking monster juz cuz u wear all black?

ANd does anione scream their lungs off at you EARLY in the morning and spoil ur whole morning juz cause u wear ALL BLACK? '

And itz not lik itz e 1stt tym. Countless tymz have i been in BLACK BLACK BLACK.

Why the fuss?

And juz cuz i got a bigger bum ass wadeva i cnt wear a TSHIRT which shows my biggeer bum?

But my sister cn cuz she is smaller den me??? 

I might as well Get myself a potato sack to wear to skul.

Itz juz getting too overwhelming.

And e worse part is I AM TOLD that I AM ACTING when I Actualli cry ar

The moment I alighted 4rm e bus esther cud juz read my face and 1st thing she asks ' are u alright?'

I figured i luked lik scrap went to the ladies and put on eyeliner compact and wadeva i cud to make myself luk normal. I passed by cheers azreen saw me. She called my name. I saw her and gave this huge giant smiley.  Aftter which i get a text msg 4rm her and she is asking me if IM ALRIGHT, when i tot i gave her the biggest possible smile eva. I guess even make up cudnt conceal my emotions. And IM SUPPOSED TO BE ACTING. 

And it juz gets worse. 

MY FONE GOT CONFISCATED CUZ I WORE A TANK TOP. 

itz ridiculous with a capital R. 

If nt 4r skul, i probably wud hv done sumthin drastic. yk jump infront of a hugeee lorry. 

The onli people who matter to me nw are my sisters and friends. If i hv no sisters ill prob be not be here. 

gosh, im actualli tearing as i typ this. Things juz get too overwhelming. I nidda break plz. 

Well im glad im in PSF. e people ther totally make my dae. E new bunch rock.

Okaye, i dunt want my eyeliner running out, I juz applied em, Ill juz tchau. 

:D

I Have so much things to sae.

But i juz have no energy.

1st 2 daez in skul hv been realllllliiii AWESUM!!!!!

ive gt loads to sae abtt..

BUT

I am freak ASS tired.

Being a gypsy 4r one dae is soo tiringgg... 

You'll get wad i mean if u see my FB. 

So aniwae I promise to blog tml.

I juz hope my short term memory doesnt intervene. 

:D

HAppi daez!

shark in the sky. -.-

I cn juz lik Bang my head on the wall like a Thousand times.

Hw cud I think of sumthing as stupiid as that? It was the most dumbest thing to ever sae.

Everyone was talking abt the clouds and the and its beauty..

There were so mani thoughts on what it could look like.

Without realizing I was staring and contemplating what it could be. So I was just staring at the sky and what came out of my mouth completely caught me off guard.

'I CAN SEE A SHARK'

' I CAN SEE A SHARK'

AND I SAID IT TWICE. 

FREAKING TWO TIMES.

when i turned to look at their faces all i saw was contorted spastic faces with the question mark etched deeply in their faces. 

And the next second I realize What a stupid thing I HAD UTTERED.

Wud anione in their sane mind look at the sky, and even study it for a while and sae I SEE A SHARK?

A FREAKING SHARK IN THE SKY.

OH lord, my creative juices make me nauseous.  

bollyBollybolly

I have never seen a Mismatched-Couple then this duo

Honestly U might nt know em 4r sum of youu, but dnt you think she looks like his sluttish Bodyguard instead of girlfriend? 

And wadeva she is wearing it look like she cut the curtain and snipped it into something 

wearable and slipped it on. 

And i wonder hw mani photographers there were.

 cuz she juz looks so unimaginably white  cuz of all The paparazzie-D Flash-Os

. 

SO White IT LOOKS FAKE.

Katrina Is a beautiful woman But itz probably Salman's fault 4r making her look lik scrap here.

U GO GET A BRIT HAWTIE 4rSELF WOMAN!

And Bollywood's muscleman looks nth lik Muscles at all.

He urgently needs a hairstylistt

A Gillette shaver. 

And some advice 4rm Abhishek on hw to grow taller. 

But aniwae, Whoever breaks upp, whoever kisses whoever's ass

The Official Bestt Rawking couple of Bollywood wud be JOHN ABS and BiPS BASU!

WHEEEHoooooo~

crap.

Skul is starting in a week and my damned tymtable is stil not out yett.

Frustrating it is.

I have made my dad agree to give me his credit card for shopping. WheeeHoooo.

I cant wait to shop.

It just doesnt feel rightt to start school without shopping.

SIFF is coming upp..

OK i realli gt nth else to blog abt.

 Tcha!

Sports MANIA

Im excited! I'm GOin 4r a sports day after AGESSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!

Laast tym I experienced the whole thing was when I was 12.

Apparently my stupid secondary skul dint believe in sports daez. BLUEKZ. -.-

BUt niwaez Im goiina watch my sister run! There is lik half an hour more to goooooo.

CANT WAIIT. 

One more plate please.

Try eating when ur temper is shooting out of ur head.

Your tummy nvr gets FULL.

You just devour mouthful after mouthful, ignorant of the taste, just remembering the incidents and people who drove you nutz . You just feel every mouthful of them is filled with vengeance hatred and sometimes morbid thoughts fill up your mind. You just feel like dropping a huge boulder on their head and attaining  Peace for yourself. Oblivious to ur surroundings, you will feel ur eyes starting to brim with pointless tears because you know actual fact is you are HELPLESS. That's the way life has to go, and it wil continue to be so.

I ate 3 Large servings of rice today for dinner.

I stil hv room 4r more.

f-r-u-s-t-r-a-t-i-o-n

I WANT MY TYMTABLEEEEEEEEE

The Story of the CENTURY

I was juz stoning. and my thoughts all far away from earthh..

and den I remembered the story of

LIL KASTHURI, THE EYE, AND THE FRUITFLY. 

( JANG JANG JANG!!*sound effects mightt I add) 

So yes, this woman called kasthuri works at SGH for her attachment.

For her attachment, which is freak ass boring might I add, she dissects the fruitflies all dae loong. TO study their DAMNED brains. 

So yes back to the story, *clears throat*

there were lik lotsa STRAY flies flying abouttt. Likie whoosh whoosh Like nobodies business. Kasti wishes she cud be as free like those flies instead of being stuck in a lab which never got cleaned and looks nothing like DEXTERS LAB!!!  ..ooo.. off trackk...

err. yes, STray flies. So one stray fly with it's X-ray vision attacks the women in the white lab coat who happened to be named KASTHURI. But of course this women has far more super powers then any other being in e world, she detected weird movement  around her. She stopped in her tracks and Saw the fly coming at ultra super speed........ 

And she does her famous Kung FU MOVE  which she has been doing for years and years and years, 

she juz swipes the fly away. After that with satisfaction she returns to do her workk. Then lator her eyes itches twitches screeches. if it had a voiice it wud goo in a super disgusting high pitch  voiice ' EWWW!!!!!!!! GROOOOSSSS!!!'

But it didnt have a voiice so it did nt screeech. Instead, Kasthuri does the screaming.

' SAMANTHA!!!1 CHECK MY EYE!!!'

Like u might expect, THE FRUITFLY HAD ENTERED KASTI BEAUTIFUL GORGEOUS BIG EYESS, And maybe it cud have started laying eggs ALREADI! 

aniwae so the moral of the story is HOWEVA POWERFUL THE KUNG FU MOVE CUD BE, if the direction desired is wrong, UR EYE cud becum a place 4r nesting. 

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did i crap too much?

p.s The women is my sister. 

*giggles* A bit similar orh. We do stupid things alot. 

TENS:)

Ten Powerful PHRASES for POWERFUL AND POSITIVE PEOPLE.

1. I'm Wrong

2. I'm Sorry

3. You Can Do it.

4. I Believe In You

5. I'm Proud Of You

6. Thank You

7. I Need You

8. I Trust You

9. I ResPect you.

10. I LOVE YOU.

Plz Infer Ur own Meaning 4rm these. I hv yett to finish reading the book. 

NW TEN RANDOM THINGS about todae.

1. ran beside Taufiq todae.

2. Saw a chicken outside the temple todae.

3. Ate Fish Briyani

4. Ate Bear Bear Biscuit.

5. Played Pet Society

6. Listened to My sister Skype.. NUISANCE.

7. Swept, Cleaned, Washed

8. SHOWERED.

9. Lost My Mood.

10. Read my powerful guide. 

Ten people I want to have in my liife.

1. JOHN ABRAHAM. I want him as my personal fitness instructor

2. Bipasha basu. I want her to be my BFF.

3. Gavin Miguel so that he cn design my clothes so that I qualify to be a Bipasha Bytch. 

4. Jensen Ackles so that I cn tell him hw much I lost my already crazie mind for him wen i was friggin 15.

5. Mani Ratnam, He cn tell me hw I cn make awesum movies lik Mouna Raagam.

6.  Djimon Hounsou , I wanna listen to his sexy voice ALL DAE LONG.

7. Oprah Winfrey, She cn tell me realli sad stories from the ghetto's of Africa and help me regain back my emotions.

8. TYRA BANKS. So that I cn Tell straight to her face wad a self glorifying BITCH SHE IS. 

9. Christiano ROnaldo- He needs sumone to tell him hw ugly he is. Ill  do everyone the favor.

10. MADHAVAN. I nid to apologize to him for praying and wishing hard that he will divorce his wife and marry me. *wen i was 12* :(

TEN BollyWood Men Who Cud MArry me.:)

1. JOHN ABRAHAM.

2. AAmir Khan in 

3. Vivek Oberoi

4. Harman BajWa

5. Saif Ali Khan ( I hate DAT CURRRYYYNEEEAAA BYTCH) 

6. Shahid Kapur

7. ARJUN RAMPAL!!!

8. ---

9.----

10. ---

Ten KollyWood men Hu cud marry me

1. Karthi :)  I gave up on Suriya.

2. AARYA. SMOKIN HAWT.

3.?!

4......

5. o.0

I think I shud stop w 5.

More then Half of them are married men. I shal spare them. BWAHAHHAAHAHHAAHAH. 

TEn ladies I WUD LOVE TO MARRY!!! ( that is if I eva becum a les)

1. Asin.

2. PINK!

3. Preity! She cn make me laugh all dae long.

4. Kelly Clarkson, she cn sing to me till I walk away.

5. Britney, I cn help take care of her  poor boys  who will grow up better in my hands. 

6. Adrianna LIMA She will  teach me to walk through the difficulties of a marriage.

7. Alessandra Ambrosio. She will help me perfect dat sexaye final pose she gives at e end of the runway. I fail miserably. 

8. Naomi Campbell, we cud spent all night in bed bitching abt Tyra. 

9. Gisele BUndchen. Highest paid Model. wad more cud i ask 4r. 

10. And SHOBANA. Dat is if none of them wanna marry me. 

-.-